Rebalancing power
When the heart feels like it’s breaking, I can write.
I never know what is going to emerge from fingertips on keys or pen on paper.
It is a revelation. A stream of consciousness that exists outside of time and “Helen”.
It is blood to my soul.
I could offer reflections on the eclipse, on the collective awakening and attendant contractions and undoing.
I could write on the rampant spiritual materialism that literally makes me nauseous, the toxicity of the predominant paradigm just streaming through a whole swathe of beings, simply cloaked in spiritual concepts and language. As soon as there is even the subtlest posturing to “be spiritual” we are screwed. Basing marketing on how spiritual we are is to the ego like pouring petrol on wildfire.
I could share the emotional and financial vulnerability that moves through my system, like storm waves, like so many millions of us, whether heeded or not.
I could tell you how the grasp on life in body feels more tenuous than ever in this moment. A wisp, a wind, a turn.
Really, I know nothing.
This is the purest source and resting in wisdom.
I know the mountain stands, indubitable, luminous, unrelenting in her gaze of Truth. Hallelujah, even as my skin is burning.
I know that the ancient massive, moss-covered rocks will persist long after generations of humans have come and gone.
I know that I love. I love a lot. A lot. Sometimes, maybe quite often really, it feels too much to bear. Love is not valued in the matrix machine. If it were I’d be a superpower. Wisdom is measured in dollars in our society.
I know that awakening is inter-relational, just as our unconscious agreements to sleepwalk. We are expressions of One consciousness, knowing itself.
All of the big questions press against my flesh, like a child presses her face to a glass window pane. My sacrum pulses as light streams rewrite its operating systems.
Where is the breath that creates a magical world of atmosphere, steaming that pane so that identities are unrecognizable?
Can we wake up into a world that values love, kindness, care, wisdom, connection, courage, humility, creativity? A world that integrates the feminine as it rejects the cult of materialism and consumerism and stands in right relationship with the Earth Mother?
“I tell you this
to break your heart,
by which I mean only
that it break open and never close again
to the rest of the world.”
― Mary Oliver
Evolutionary heart leadership spans all areas of life and demands a complete rebalancing of the core values on which we found our living and our structures. It asks us for entirely new levels of courage to feel what it is to be human while holding an expanded perspective too. New paradigms of authentic living are founded on the emergence and integration of the feminine, in balance, and embracing our multi-dimensionality. Mastery is to continuously weave between realms and frequency fields, whilst stabilizing our ground in being. It is to bring our hard-earned wisdom and brave hearts. To show up in every arena – the best that we can – kind, curious, alive, open, brave.
Humans have an extraordinary capacity for denial and clinging to redundant narratives. We also have an inherent talent for fantasy. This eclipse has changed everything whether we realize it or not. We are hurtling to the Jupiter-Uranus conjunction on April 20th which is another game changer. If anyone tells you they know what’s “going to happen” run fast in the opposite direction.
Don’t feed the little one inside who just wants some external authority to tell us what’s ahead.
Plot spoiler – you are the Creator.
New Season – coming soon.
Your purified heart and eternal soul are your navigators.
The life force that makes your heart beat is the rocket fuel for building Universes.
Just look.
~ RECLAIMING POWER WEBINAR APRIL 21ST . If you want to meet in a mature circle of beings this Sunday 21st to meet these energies intentionally and supportively, join us here. Our rebalancing is Love in all its aspects, through the underworld and the highest frequencies of light. This is true power. This is the expression of Divine Union on earth. Rebalancing power involves massive reclaiming of truth from all the places it has been given away, relationally, ancestrally, and galactically. We will explore multiple realms.
~ Helen is a consciousness shifter; transformational soul coach and healer; embodied awakening guide; frequency transmitter and explorer of what it is to live awake, free and loving. She’s been a pathfinder of broad realms for decades and explores through group events, authentic meeting, meditation, shifting consciousness, writing, relatefulness, healing, and inquiry. Find personal sessions, events, and meditations here.
Helen is in Mount Shasta until April 26th for in-person sessions and hosting Mount Shasta Summer Solstice Retreat from 20 - 22 June.
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